ben is nore more to tren...tren has no more ben...

friday, 10th april 2009...

why do i suddenly write about this article...

yesterday when sleep that time...remind me of one day...

one day where i feel very sad when i heard that...

still remember that day...i went to tren...tren is so big right???two shops joining together wor...but when i reach there...i can feel that i have no place to stand and sit...i don't feel comfortable anywhere in tren...not for me only...maybe to others too that don't feel comfortable when i am in tren...the only place that i feel comfortable and the only place that i think i can stand and sit is outside tren de staircase...luckily that site we install so mirror that i can choreograph...hahaha...

back to that day...i went up...and i see the water pillar has no more water...so i decided to refill it so that everyone can drink it...like last time...as usual...i go into the store room...bring up a pillar of water...walk to the water machine...then heard someone (not person A or B) say 'wow...you want ben to help us change the water pillar ar...'...i have no reaction for that and continue to bring the water pillar in...then suddenly person A approach me and say...look at the chat below...there are three characters there...use colour to differentiate ar...hmm...ben red...person A yellow...person B green...

'ben...let me do it let me do it...'

'nevermind lah...last time i also do it like that de lah...'

'cannot...later i kena scold ar...'

'wah...like that de lah...i know i leave tren ler...and now no more treating me as tren dee lah???'

'yeah lah...eh...no no no...'

person A then get the water pillar and refill it...

person B was sitting beside...when i say that 'no more treating me as tren dee lah???'...

person B join into the conversation...

'yeah lah...you also no more tren de lah...'

when i heard this...i don't know what whether person B is kidding or serious...but when i heard it...i feel very sad...

ben is no more to tren...

now...i seldom go up to tren...even when i go up there i have no place to stand...feel weird...to the environment...even to people there...when i go up...what i do is just stay in a studio where i have place to stand and teach my class...finish class...go back...

anyway...thank you for everything...

take care...to everyone in tren...

i miss you all...

-ben is no more to tren...tren has no more ben...end-