♥ bEn's liFe...

ben is nore more to tren...tren has no more ben...

2009-04-10T12:10:00.004+08:00

friday, 10th april 2009...

why do i suddenly write about this article...

yesterday when sleep that time...remind me of one day...

one day where i feel very sad when i heard that...

still remember that day...i went to tren...tren is so big right???two shops joining together wor...but when i reach there...i can feel that i have no place to stand and sit...i don't feel comfortable anywhere in tren...not for me only...maybe to others too that don't feel comfortable when i am in tren...the only place that i feel comfortable and the only place that i think i can stand and sit is outside tren de staircase...luckily that site we install so mirror that i can choreograph...hahaha...

back to that day...i went up...and i see the water pillar has no more water...so i decided to refill it so that everyone can drink it...like last time...as usual...i go into the store room...bring up a pillar of water...walk to the water machine...then heard someone (not person A or B) say 'wow...you want ben to help us change the water pillar ar...'...i have no reaction for that and continue to bring the water pillar in...then suddenly person A approach me and say...look at the chat below...there are three characters there...use colour to differentiate ar...hmm...ben red...person A yellow...person B green...

'ben...let me do it let me do it...'

'nevermind lah...last time i also do it like that de lah...'

'cannot...later i kena scold ar...'

'wah...like that de lah...i know i leave tren ler...and now no more treating me as tren dee lah???'

'yeah lah...eh...no no no...'

person A then get the water pillar and refill it...

person B was sitting beside...when i say that 'no more treating me as tren dee lah???'...

person B join into the conversation...

'yeah lah...you also no more tren de lah...'

when i heard this...i don't know what whether person B is kidding or serious...but when i heard it...i feel very sad...

ben is no more to tren...

now...i seldom go up to tren...even when i go up there i have no place to stand...feel weird...to the environment...even to people there...when i go up...what i do is just stay in a studio where i have place to stand and teach my class...finish class...go back...

anyway...thank you for everything...

take care...to everyone in tren...

i miss you all...

-ben is no more to tren...tren has no more ben...end-

a brother's life...

2009-04-10T03:34:00.001+08:00

friday, 10th april 2009...

continue from my dancer's life...we performed...we practiced...we danced...we laughed...we cried...we do everything together...

and slowly...toro...me and his students...are from the connection of teacher and students...to brother and brothers...

we do everything together...we solve problems together...we pass by every difficulties together...we make things success together...said to be 'brother forever'...

but everything changes since that day...

we start to chat less...communicate less...dance less...cry less...and not even laugh...

you all should know how important is tren to me...but do you know that on the other side...i have my family to bear...i love tren so much even that it has not enough for me to use...but...during this economy recession...i have to leave tren because my family need me more than anything else...i wanted to dance and i does not want to give up on tren...we gonna be brother forever...

even i have argued with my dad about it for a lots of times...even he angry of me...i also try my best to stay with you all...but...as i know more about my family situation...i have to make the right decision of forgoing tren...you though that i am happy about that???

before leaving...we are still brother...after leaving...are we???

are we going with what we were last time???

do you guys still treat us as your brother???

that is not a brother's life...

from what i feel...i feel that everyone in tren is actually forgetting us...and what hurts me is that they are treating us transparents...this is not what brother is...

yes...i did not help much in tren...but what the fxxx is it to treat us like that???

do you think that we are happy to leave tren...we don't want this to happen...we hope that in the future we can still step back into tren...

but what you all did makes us think that we are not welcome into it again...

that is not a brother's life should be...

that's not the life that i want...but...have no choice...

till today...we are getting more upset about it...there might be wrong on both side...no one to blame...

what i can do is wishing you all...all the best...

-a brother's life...end-

a dancer's life...

2009-04-10T02:13:00.001+08:00

friday, 10th april 2009...

a dancer's life...

what is dance???

dance is an art form that generally refers to movement of body...usually rhythmic and to music...

i love dancing since i was a young kid...(i know it is long long time ago lah)...but didn't manage to learn it until the year of 2005/2006 if i am not mistaken...

before starting as a dancer...i need to thanks to someone...that is my brother...rayden lim...why do i say that???

because he is the one who force me to learn with him...hehehe...at first he wanted to learn dancing and i am there to accompany him...(you know lah...old le ar that time...so shy to learn dancing outside ar)...so mar accompany him lor...

but as time goes by...i am the one who are more into the dancing class...hahaha...and under some circumstances...my brother stop...

still remember the first i step into the studio...'jenny & may dance fitness studio'...saw a lots of teenage dancing with the teacher...and i was like...'wow...he is good in dancing...so yeng ar...'...he is no body but my dancing teacher...toro siang...and his crew name is 'tren'...he never wanted people to call him toro ang...hahaha...

unfortunately the first time i get into the studio...i dind't manage to learn anything...because that class is for more intermediate student whereas for me...i should be in the beginner class...

so the second time i went to studio and i start to learn dancing...and i know i love it so much...everytime our class finish...when me and my brother get back to the house...we will keep on practicing in our room...with our door lock...hehehe...shy to let our parents see ar...

and times goes very fast...month by month we have been learning dancing...and slowly i involve more into dancing...getting more close with toro...i feel the enjoyment dancing together with him and other students too...love those time...

during that time...there were a lots of performance...but still i am new and i don't have the chance to perform with them yet...but i believe that one day i can stand on the stage with them dancing and performing together...and YES...my first performance...in TARC penang...i forget what is the night called...but i know that for this performance...we have been training hard and that is also the first time we went to travel outstation together...really miss those time...

and as time pass by...i also involved in tren management work and as well as designing...for your information...tren logo is actually design by me...so proud...although the logo wasn't designed to be the best one...but at least it has been recognized in dancing arena...

tren production logo...

slowly toro's student has increased to 100-200 students...and tren has become more famous in some area...

but in the middle of 2006 if i am not mistaken...due to disagreement from my mum to let me continue dancing...i have to stop it...i have been argue with my mum for several times and even cried for it...i love dancing so much and i was just starting to get better but then at this time i have to stop it...why???

at last...i lose...i stop my dancing...but...i still keep going to the studio as i miss that life so much...the enjoyment of dancing...

and...hehehe...slowly i beg my mum to let me continue dancing...and...i got it...wohooo!!!

i continue my dancer's life again...

on september 2007...toro has opened a dancing studio in metro prima...called 'tren production'...he has actually successes on his career as he is so young but has been a director for his company...so proud of him...

and from the day of studio opening...i started to concentrate on teaching dance in tren production as well as studio outside...

and this continues my dancer's life...we performed...we practiced...we danced...we laughed...we cried...we do everything together...

loved it so much...miss those time so much...

-a dancer's life...to be continued-

baskin robbins...

2009-04-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

friday, 10th april 2009...

hi hi...long time no upload my blog le ar...paiseh paiseh ar...cause no time and a little lazy ar...hehehe...

feel weird why do i put this 'baskin robbins' as title ler???

hehehe...this blog is specially for someone de...before i continue...let's have some introduction of baskin robbins...i know a lots of people know baskin robbins...but do you all know the history of baskin robbins???

here we go...

the birth of baskin robbins were traced back to the year of 1945 in los angeles...where their founders...mr. burt baskin and mr. irv robbins started their first store by injecting creative ingenuity and philosophy of fun into their ice-cream store...with a humble beginning...the store attracted public interest and in just three years...they had grown to eight stores...

Now...in a time-span of 64 years...there are 2,500 stores operating in u.s.a and 2,500 stores outside u.s.a...

all ice-cream products selling in malaysia's baskin robbins stores are fully imported from united states...to ensure the consistency and taste of its products...each shipment of delicious baskin robbins flavors is subjected to stringent quality control from the very first step to the time we serve their premium ice-cream to their customers...

they call that ''magical moments'' with baskin robbins...

so...this is the history of baskin robbins lah...so now to the main purpose of this article...

to someone special...

remember wor...pmr A or B...
1 A - 2 scoops baskin robbins ice cream...
1 B - 1 scoops baskin robbins ice cream...

but...if BM fail...all no more ar...
hahaha...so ganbateh on your pmr lah...jia you jia you...

see see see...see all the ice cream...so delicious...hehehe...so have to be hardworking lah...hehehe...

ganbateh...mwah!!!

-baskin robbins...end-

4th april 2009...

2009-04-05T03:05:00.000+08:00

saturday, 4th april 2009...

today ar...morning wake up around 9 something ar...automatically wake up de wor...don't know why...then after wake up ler...continue to lie on the bed lah...
hehehe...like my bed and blanket so much...then wait for the time to reach ar...have to wake up around 10...why???

let me tell you why lah...
hehehe...cause wanna go out with my bb lor...bb stands for???

ben's english short form class...

[ bb = bao bei ]

yesterday night though that cannot go out with her oredi de...because today we gotta training for our semi final round ar...from 2 p.m. till 4 p.m...but in the end...let me tell you later lah...hehehe...

so when i told her that cannot go out ler...she seems like unhappy ar...maybe miss me too much guah...wahahaha...then i ask her to go out with me in the morning lor...around 9 a.m...as usual...been reject...reason...too early...me...understand...hehehe...so i ask her to meet me around 11 a.m...and follow me to the studio 2 p.m...

at first...she don't want ar...say will sienz in the studio ar...nothing to do there...then i proposed her to see me dance lah...hehehe...and him dance lor (only she knows who i mean...hng!!!)...then after few times begging...then okay ler wor...hehehe...so everythings goes to what i planned to her...morning...go one utama...11 a.m...go eat breakfast...then gai gai lor...then 2 p.m...go studio training till 4.30 p.m...and send her back...

so that's the reason why i wake up at 10 a.m. today...

after wake up ler...billi balla...do this do that...set this set that...gao dim...go one utama...but i am late today ar...sorry ar bb...hehehe...

me wearing my brother's class uniform...echo park old jeans and danau kota quiksilver hooded jacket (this is very the cheap ler...only rm 35 if i still remember)...bb wear...white shirt with 'get up get happy' words on it...and light blue green shorts...and white shoe...

so let her wait for few minutes lah...in front of guess jeans...then when see her ler we go eat shih lin taiwan food...hehehe...forget to take pic about that ar...wuwuwu...i feel that the rice very salty ar...but she say no wor...she must be a salty person...hehehe...kidding de lah kidding de lah...then when we eat hor...somethings happen (small case lah...not big case...but makes the whole plan change)...jason not coming for the training...

so...i was thinking to cancel the training lor...and at last training cancel ler...and i continue to gai gai with bb lor...hehehe...and i have more time to be with her as well...hehehe...

so after our breakfast...we went to popular...she wanna buy some stationary...bought G-2 pilot 0.38 blue pen and liquid paper...finish ler...ciaoz...

then slowly we walk to gsc lor...along the road we talk about leng lui and leng zai ar...hahaha...she always get jealous wor...but we really saw one leng lui very leng de...she also agree with me ar...hehehe...

when we reach gsc...we though of watching shopaholic de...but...earliest showtime is 4.30 ar...cannot...too late for her and me too...so in the end we watch unborn...1.40 p.m...scary movie...

i have to agree that i am a 'water barrel'...why do i say that...before we enter to the cinema...we bought a cup of ice lemon tea...LARGE...and i can keep drinking hor...until...before the movie start i already finish wor...sigh...in the end...we bought another mineral water to bring into the cinema..hehehe...paiseh ar...

unborn...first 30 minutes...siens...almost fall asleep...for her lah...for me...so so lah...not that attractive...except the main character...very beautiful...but when you watch closer...her face...uhhmmm...so so lah...

don't know why a lots of malay inside wor...and those malay they can shout like hell...hahaha...

last 30 minutes...more attractive...they trying to do a exorcism ceremony for the girl...more actions and more ghosts to see...hehehe...at last...finish le the movie...

after movie...she say she wanna eat 'sugar water' ar...so start to think lor..in one utama where got 'sugar water' drink ler...i remember i mentioned a place to her in one utama de...but then now i forget which place i mentioned ler ar...anyone any suggestion???

but at last we decided to go to ss2 'remember to eat'...so we ended our gai gai in one utama le lor...

photo took in the car by me...

how come my arm so big ar???

our love bracelet...

so after get in the car then we drive to 'remember to eat' lor...reach there ler...wow...so many people...luckily most of them already have their dessert on their table ar...only 3 tables are waiting...

she decided to order mango sai mai lou...and i order 'peanut huuu'...long time no eat ler...this time don't know why the sai mai lou and 'peanut huuu' not very nice ar...but we still finish it all lah...hehehe...total rm 9.65...finish...ciaoz...

after finish everything ler is around 5 p.m. ler...have to send her back ler as she and me also cannot too late reach house...i have to send coconut to restaurant ar...so slowly drive back to her house lor...and when reach ler very se bu de her ar...no choice...have to say bye to her ler...hehehe...i didn't say bye wor...i say 'bb sms me ar...'...then i mar still can be with her lor...although is in sms lah...nevermind nevermind...at least there are something connecting...

and that's the end of our date lor...don't know when can we go out again ne???

recently alots of training ar...sorry ar...don't angry okay???

muackx!!!

-4th april 2009...end-

dance competition...

2009-04-05T02:30:00.000+08:00

saturday, 4th april 2009...

8 more days to go...what's coming???
it is our dreamz semi final round in summit usj for N crew and also top unite...
both of my crews have qualified for the semi final round...but here comes the headache...choreographs and steps...need more and better choreograph for semi final round...

somehow...i would like to congratulate to top unite...you all did it...you all didn't waste your effort during the past few months...but don't be happy too early...now is only the beginning of everything...so ganbateh!!! ^^

(i wanted to post photo of top unite...but...i don't have it...anyone???)

and to N Crew as well...congratulation to us...but unfortunately...we are now in a full team status...one of our member can't join us during the pre-round...and more bad news is that there might be one more absent for the semi round as well...wuwuwu...hope that he can manage to join us in the semi final round...anyway...below is the photo when we took part for the pre-round in kuantan...east coast mall 29th march 2009...first time N Crew appear in the dance battle ground...

and also i would like to congratulate to other dance crew who are qualified for the semi final round...see you all soon in summit usj 12th april 2009 1.00 p.m...for those who wanna check us out...don't forget to come and support us as well...see you guys around...

also we heard that there is a dancing competition around 12th april 2009 in the mines as well...wow...how come so many dancing competition ar???

when we heard that...we actually plan to join for this competition as well...as for now we are trying to build our reputation around the dance crew...so we need to participate as much as we can...but...can we manage to arrange the time that well???

hmmm...cause it falls on the same day...and almost the same...we don't know whether we are able to join for both of the competition...there was a time when we are confused on which to join...at first...we though of forgoing dreamz semi final round and join for the mines dance competition because it has few categories: solo, open, under 18 & under 12...we some of our members wanted to join for the solo category...and also the open category as well...i was thinking of this open category as i can ask mr. round to join us this time...so...still planning of whether to take part or not...

somehow...in the end of the day...we didn't forgo the dreamz semi final round...we decide to continue our 'dreamz' journey...and hope to take part in the mines dance competition as well...hopefully everything will be going smooth as what i hope to be...where jason can get his leave and mr. round can join us in the mines dance competition...

at last...ganbateh for N Crew and top unite!!!

-dance competition...end-

my 1st blog...myself...

2009-04-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

yo wazzup??? (my greeting to everyone everytime...hehehe...although it is always the same...hope you all won't feel boring yeah...)

1st of all...let me give some self intro first...

my name: benjamin lim joon liang...
my gender: male of course...
my birthday: 16/08/every year...
my dance crew: N CREW (remember this!!!)
my height: i think 172 cm ba...
my weight: i think 60 kg ba...
my zodiac: leo...
my blood type: O shape...
my birth place: penang (nan hua 'north chinese' hospital)...
my birth time: 8.00++ a.m...
my age: x secret x...(wahahaha...if you know please don't say it out...thankx...^^)
my occupation: currently work in different industry...hmmm...1st dancer & choreographer...(my loved one)...2nd STG (steven's tea garden) partner...3rd swiflet coconut jelly retailer...
my race: chinese...
my nationality: malaysian...

favorite colors: red & white...hehehe...
favorite sports: dancing...^^
favorite movies: comedy, action, love, scary & as long as it is good...
favorite foods: anything...dbkl...hehehe...
favorite drinks: i think should be iced lemon tea...

hmmm...what else can i write...no idea now...anyone wanna know more that it is not stated inside...just comment me and i will let you all know more...hehehe...
i know it is weird to introduce myself here...but...don't know what to write mar...so mar write about myself lor...
anyway...hope you all will let me know anything that you all wanna tell me or things that i should know...thankx thankx...^^

take care and all the best to you all and me too...hehehe...

-my 1st blog...myself...end-